Thursday, May 26, 2022

my carelessness ended up being fatal for him. I can't stop crying

HE ATE A FIREFLY THIS EVENING 😭 can't sleep and feel terrible, I've been keeping an eye on him all night its 430 am here. He still is climbing around his cage but his eyes are super spaced out looking and he's way too calm for his normal personality. Bc of where I live, it takes an hour to get to the local grocery store alone. I can't get in touch with anywhere until the morning at 8. I'm so sad crying my eyes out watching this happen to him. He's not gonna make it poor thing isn't even a year old 😔 this is literally traumatizing. I hate myself for not being careful enough when I take him out in the backyard especially this evening when he came out for a minute while I picked some dandelion for him to snack on. I feel absolutely horrible and extremely sick to my stomach watching him suffering. He didn't deserve this. He was an innocent creature and counted on me to keep him safe. Who knows what's going on in his poor little mind.im horrified at the thought of what he's going through right now. I want him to stop suffering. Little man held on for hours literally multiple hours. I hate myself for this happening. I hate myself. Sorry for this rant. I'm sorry to everyone on thus sub who's dedicated to their dragons, I understand how stupid I am for this . Probably won't get another bearded dragon again, I am not really even that good with bonding with them and think it would be selfish of me to.

By the way, just wanted to add I live in the remote south USA one grocery store in the while time type of place in the country and don't have access to 24 hour clinics within MILES!

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